Craptastic

Dear Grammie,

My house is craptastic. You know how I hate that motion light in the backyard. It always shuts off when you need it on and it doesn't come on when you want it to blah blah. Well, Kaboodle finally agreed to get a regular light and we put it up, and of course the effing thing doesn't work. Pardon my almost-swear. I just get so damn frustrated trying to do anything around here.

First, there's no box at all for the wires. They're just sticking out of a hole in the wall. There's no ground wire either. Of course we needed parts that we didn't have to Kaboodle went to the store and came back and by then it was dark outside. So there I am, trying to hook up a damn light in the dark with a crappy ladder, cold wind and a "helper" that wasn't helping very much. Of course, of course we get the light finally hooked up and screwed back into the wall and when Kaboodle flips the circuit breaker, nothing happens. I suppose the damn thing is wired backwards so that white is hot. Now I'm gonna have to tear it off the wall and re-do it tomorrow. All because this house is a backwards, rickety, junk-filled piece of crap. I'm so frustrated and stressed out I don't know what I'm gonna do. I just want to scream and scream and scream.

I hate it all. I hate everything. I just want to eat apple pie and then go to bed and sleep for days. Of course, I can't do that because there's no headboard. I hate having the bed shoved against the wall. I'm so irritated. I miss you so much and my life is just all pieces.


I miss you, Grammie.

Love you always,
Kit


P.S. - I almost forgot! Your Peanut was outside today in the sunshine and the dog from next door was over. She tried to play with him and the when he was going to play with her she got all chicken and hid under the table. It was really funny. You would've laughed.